T.M.I.

So i've come to terms with my stretch marks...i figure their there for a reason...a reason I don't like but the way I see it is that my body was smaller before I got pregnant and that actually makes me feel good!
Dr appt this week didn't go too well....my dr was up at the hospital delivering a baby and they overbooked the next two days so coming back wasn't really an option. I should've however just skipped this appt and waited till next week....i'll do a list just so i remember everything....
*lobby full
*loud lady
*bitchy lady
*waited an hour
*slapped me
*poked me
*squeezed my babies head

So i got there and the lobby was completely full...one seat open! the power had went out so they rescheduled everyone to come back in the afternoon (which was when my appt was), then as everyone started showing back up....the dr was called away to deliever a baby..not really a big deal, b/c if I was in labor, i would want him there no matter what.
While I was waiting, there was a very loud lady and she was complaining she had a $500 bill and they wouldn't see her until she paid it...She asked, "well can I at least get my prescription?" the nurse said no, they don't just write up meds for anyone...she started yelling about what was she supposed to do all weekend...so I was thinking it was something really serious for like siezures or for her baby or something. the nurse looked at her and said, try using a condom....the lady goes off again saying she doesn't use condoms and she wasn't getting a depo from the health dept. b/c she gained 60 lbs. last time she did that.....at this point everyone is staring and i'm sure thinking what i was thinking.....KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED! surprizing as all this was...her baby was only 7 weeks old....gross! I would not be having sex that soon after having a baby!
The next lady I watched came in and was complaining she had to wait and got really pissy with the receptionist and they just let her on back, she came back out about 5-10 min later, made an appt and left....at this point I had been waiting at least a half hour longer than her so I was starting to get a little pissed! I waited a total of an hour to see another dr who I will never see again.....
I got undressed like they told me to, cuz they were supposed to be checking my cervix again...the dr comes in, can barely stand up so he's holding onto my legs which are sticking straight out at this point...and its killing my ankles...asked me some silly question and when I answer him, he slaps my stomach...right where my babies butt is, it was so hard, it stung the entire visit....then when he checks for the heartbeat, he does it on the opposite side as my reg dr does it...obviously is having a hard time finding it, so instead of moving the doppler, he just pushes it in even further....i'm quessing this thing was over an inch into my side....Then he was too "uncomfortable" to check my cervix so he puts his hand in a U position and just pushes up from way down below telling me if it hurts, tell him to stop and he will...well i did and he didn't....he says oh that was his head and its not down far enough to check you so come back next week......and walks out (oh after asking me about my nipples!!!-something I don't think a sub dr should even ask me).....leaving me there with gunk on my stomach, naked from the waist down, and of course alone with no advice for the next week....kinda awkward. So if my dr isn't there next week, I will be the bitchy lady who says I'll come back when he's there and only when he is there!
On a good note, *my radishes sprouted this morning. I went out to water and seen little greens coming up! and I'm pretty sure they aren't weeds....i'm so excited
*Baby J is still moving around, doen't hurt anymore than normal, which is at all. Got a new 4th of July outfit i've been wanting..Allans co-worker Janette got it for us!
*Got my stickers for our favors to hand out up at the hospital....there are only 30...so its first come, first serve. their so cute...i can't wait!
*Walter, our new dog, is fitting in better than I thought he would...i always go thru this period after the first night thinking we should get rid of them b/c our dogs don't really get along with them....at first pb and kellie completely ignored them and had an attitude towards me.
first night, Walter went to the bathroom on the back porch, but it wasn't too bad..
the second night, didn't potty in the house, wanted to play more the the other dogs.
the third night, wanted to play, kellie came around and let him lay on her (usually where pb does, so pb was in the corner, sulking...poor guy!) overall, he's pretty house trained....scared of doorways which is odd but the other dogs are getting used to him, so thats good!!! i think it may work out!
*Chris moves into his new apt tomorrow. We're going to load his stuff up tonight in a 40 ft horse trailer haha(all we had..well his g/f had), head over to tescott to eat really good food at a tiny bar there. Then early tomorrow morning, we head out to con, get him unpacked, and go shopping for last minute stuff!
*Sunday its to the lake with our new "bigger" family! Walter loves the water and when we fill his water bucket up outside, he sticks his whole head in the water and then tries to climb into the bucket! So we're gonna head out to Kanopolis and see if he likes to swim...hopefully we get 1 out of 3 dogs that like it....pb and kellie absolutely hate the water....when we start the tub or turn on the sprinkler, they go running!
I'm running on and on, but i've been so lonely and bored the last couple days, its insane! Guess I'll go relax with my puppies who are laying on my bed (pb and kellie-their still my puppies) and shhhh don't tell allan i let them in the house!

Until next time....