Ranting...

I really don't know how to start this entry or even what to put in it. I woke up this morning and read something I was really offended by and it just put me in a bad mood all day. That and I only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night. Not because I'm pregnant and umcomfortable. Everyone keeps asking if I'm uncomfortable sleeping and the answer is no...i don't have those sleepless nights because of him...my son actually puts me asleep most night...just thinking of how lucky my husband and I could be to be having a child and his kicks and punches aren't hurtful yet. Yes, at times they catch me off guard but I will never say I'm uncomfortable b/c of him.

So anyways, I was offended by something I read today and it just got me thinking of how quiet I am and how I wasn't always like this. In high school, I was a loud mouth. I wasn't afraid of saying what was on my mind or pissing someone off because of what I thought. And even when I met Allan, I was loud. I didn't keep anything to myself. I think a mixture of that and the fact that neither one of us wanted a relationship is why we worked out so well. From day one, we both told eachother we wanted nothing serious so I didn't keep anything to myself. We were best friends before we fell in love. Back to my original point, I'm not going to be keeping things to myself anymore. If I don't like something you say, don't be surprized if I say something that offends you, or even hurt your feelings. I'm not saying this to be mean, just getting it out there, I'm not misses nice girl anymore. I'm tired of people saying whatever they want behind my back and hurting me and my families feelings.

I was in such a bad mood today, I went to 3 different stores, trying to get this off my mind, and it didn't work. So I finally found a solution....I baked a cake I seen in a magazine. Seeing what it was supposed to look like and how it turned out made me laugh. Plus Baby J and I were dancing all over the house, how could I stay angry ALL day...haha

So I think that was me ranting...sorry if it sounds a little mean...but thats how I feel, for now!

Until next time....